[Something like that, but Hiro doesn't know that yet. Even without verbal confirmation he has to wonder.]
One of the first things he told me when I got here is that he wasn't supposed to be here. I don't know if he remembers saying that, but I didn't forget. You tell me.
[ She's silent for a moment, mulling over his words. ]
...It's hard to say. We aren't your brother, after all. Maybe he thinks that death isn't something to be tampered with. Bringing someone back from the dead is similar to tampering with forces of nature.
[ Which is why it was both a relief and yet somewhat of a cause for concern when Dezel also arrived here. ]
Maybe it isn't something to be tampered with, but if they tampered with it the first time who knows what else can be tampered with? [He's given some thought to the whole thing.] Do you think it's something that shouldn't be messed with?
[ The words roll off the tip of her tongue, weary yet practiced, but finally fully believed in. She hoists her umbrella to cover her face slightly. ]
A chance to redeem themselves [ Dezel, the human at the wind trial. ], to finally end their suffering [ Heldalf, Forton, Eizen. ], to save their pride [ Zaveid's companions. ], and so on. Who are we to take that from them? That's pretty arrogant.
[ ...That's only the rational part of her though (which is a large part of her, granted). ]
...But the selfish part of me says "no". And we're allowed to be a little selfish sometimes, aren't we?
[ The part of her that longs for those who are gone to come back. The part of her that is irrational and sensitive, no matter how much she hates it sometimes. Some deaths are simply unnecessary and meaningless, and she knows that. Others are incredibly necessary, including what she thinks will be her very own. ]
[He can agree with the rational parts. He actually firmly agrees that death could be salvation for some, but likewise he's equally selfish. Tadashi was never meant to die. His death wasn't a chance to redeem himself, it wasn't a chance to save pride or do any of those things.
It was a chance to help someone else, and that alone makes Hiro wish Tadashi had been a little selfish, too.]
In a way? I wish some people would be a little more selfish sometimes. You'd be surprised how being selfish could sometimes save a person. [They're back off the bridge and on solid ground now and he looks at her quietly, pondering all of that.] Don't let anybody convince you otherwise.
Somehow I have a feeling Sorey wouldn't really listen to me even if I tried. [He grins lightly, feeling slightly awkward from said-heart to heart.] You gonna be okay on your own now?
[ She really will be. This little talk has somehow managed to help her sort her feelings out just a teensy bit, and she secretly hopes that it'll allow Hiro to sort his own feelings out a bit. Call it sympathy, empathy, projection, whatever. ]
I'm only going to say this once, so listen up.
[ Of course, she'll hide her face with her umbrella when she says it. ]
...Thanks.
[ For saving her life. For not leaving her to be consumed by the ghost of the past. For opening up to her, of all people.
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...Does he think he doesn't deserve this chance to live again or something?
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One of the first things he told me when I got here is that he wasn't supposed to be here. I don't know if he remembers saying that, but I didn't forget. You tell me.
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...It's hard to say. We aren't your brother, after all. Maybe he thinks that death isn't something to be tampered with. Bringing someone back from the dead is similar to tampering with forces of nature.
[ Which is why it was both a relief and yet somewhat of a cause for concern when Dezel also arrived here. ]
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zesty spoilers like whoa
[ The words roll off the tip of her tongue, weary yet practiced, but finally fully believed in. She hoists her umbrella to cover her face slightly. ]
A chance to redeem themselves [ Dezel, the human at the wind trial. ], to finally end their suffering [ Heldalf, Forton, Eizen. ], to save their pride [ Zaveid's companions. ], and so on. Who are we to take that from them? That's pretty arrogant.
[ ...That's only the rational part of her though (which is a large part of her, granted). ]
...But the selfish part of me says "no". And we're allowed to be a little selfish sometimes, aren't we?
[ The part of her that longs for those who are gone to come back. The part of her that is irrational and sensitive, no matter how much she hates it sometimes. Some deaths are simply unnecessary and meaningless, and she knows that. Others are incredibly necessary, including what she thinks will be her very own. ]
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It was a chance to help someone else, and that alone makes Hiro wish Tadashi had been a little selfish, too.]
In a way? I wish some people would be a little more selfish sometimes. You'd be surprised how being selfish could sometimes save a person. [They're back off the bridge and on solid ground now and he looks at her quietly, pondering all of that.] Don't let anybody convince you otherwise.
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Preaching to the choir, here. If there's anyone you should tell that to, it's Sorey, not me.
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[ She really will be. This little talk has somehow managed to help her sort her feelings out just a teensy bit, and she secretly hopes that it'll allow Hiro to sort his own feelings out a bit. Call it sympathy, empathy, projection, whatever. ]
I'm only going to say this once, so listen up.
[ Of course, she'll hide her face with her umbrella when she says it. ]
...Thanks.
[ For saving her life. For not leaving her to be consumed by the ghost of the past. For opening up to her, of all people.
As good a note to end on as any. ]